Thoughts and such

2007-08-01T16:27:00.000-05:00

Hey there, cutie.

Yeah, that's right, you.

You know who I'm talkin' 'bout.

Mhmm.

I don't really have anything to write about, and for that I'm sorry. It's depressing to live a life where you have nothing to share with people for over a month.

Not that depressing though, as I'm already over it.

As soon as some burst of brilliance hits me, I'll be back.

2007-07-04T13:08:00.000-05:00

"There is nothing wrong with America that cannot be cured by what is right with America."
-Bill Clinton

Very true, very true indeed.

Happy Independence Day.

2007-06-30T15:15:00.000-05:00

Wazzup?!?!

My ears really aren't feeling any better, in fact, I know have an infection in my right ear too!

At least I don't have a third ear to become infected...

So, I washed my motorcycle today, not an overly thorough wash, but a good one. She seemed to appreciate it, though she hasn't been started in far too long. Perhaps I'll fire the ol' (2007) thing up today and go for a ride.

I do believe I'm going to end up selling my Jeep however, just isn't practical for me anymore. I'm putting it for sale at $5,000 if any of my blog reader's are interested. It's a rather unfair deal for me, but it'll make someone very happy. The price and the Jeep.

I'd go through all the magical times I've had with my Jeep...but some of them weren't legal, aren't blog appropriate, might embarrass people, or are just things I don't want to share.

Two general favorite Jeep memories to share though, vague enough for memories.

1.) The Jeep smell. The smell of the soft-top, after it's rained, and heated up a little, and cooled down. Just that smell of absolute agelessness. That smell that has taken a military career and decades as a civilian vehicle to perfect. The smell of doing whatever the hell you want to whenever the hell you want. The smell of mud, ice, snow, pavement, dirt, gravel, rubber, concrete....all of it.

2.) Driving in the snow. It's just too damn fun. A particular instance of it being me driving around the back of the mall parking lot, I believe it was a level 2 snow emergency. There was snow up over the axels, but that little Jeep just plain didn't wanna stop moving.

This brings me into a whole new awesome blog topic.

The bond between man and machine.

The bond between a man (or I guess woman) and his machine is a beautiful thing, even moreso with a car/motorcycle. I think it's lost with newer, "fancier" cars. The clutch, the gas, the brake, the steering-wheel, and the shifter. Absolute control over your vehicle. It's you, absolutely everything about you in a bigger, 4-wheel (or 2), headlighted, windshielded, doored, windowed, possibly sunroofed form. A car isn't just a car, it's whatever you want it to be. It can be just a mode of transportation, true, but it really isn't supposed to be. Cars are meant to be spoken to. "Goodmorning there handsome, sleep well?," you should say to that hopefully shiny thing sitting in the drive way. It'll vroom back when you start it up, clear its throat, adjust itself after a night of sleep as we all do, and be ready to go. A car will protect you from more than you'll ever imagine, with absolute thanklessness. You can run the damn thing into a brickwall, and it'll swallow its own engine, and throw a pillow out in front of your head, just to make you more comfortable. It has complete and absolute trust in you, even if it's your first time ever driving. He's not going to ask to see a license and insurance, he'll just trust you. If you think you can pass someone before a semi comes, he'll trust you. He's not going to say, "You know what, we'd better wait until that other car turns or something." He'll just give it all he's got, throw all the gas and air into those cylinders that he can, and let you call the shots.

Cars are a beautiful, wonderful, awesome thing.

Now I feel as if I've shared a little bit of passion with you, do the same, and don't drive like a fucking idiot. That includes driving while under the influence of drugs, alcohol, or stupid people in the car.

Peace.

2007-06-23T10:47:00.001-05:00

Hm, it's been a little while.

Things really have been to aweful interesting for me as of late, just work. Lots and lots and lots and lots of work.

In case it doesn't show through in my words, I just woke up.

My left ear is bugging me, I have crappy ears. Ear-infections and what-have-you have plagued me for at least some portion of my life.

Hm, I should like for a more primary topic to focus on.

Stopped at a cruise-in last night, saw a couple tasty cars. For those of you who don't know, a cruise-in is where people drive their old fancy (usually sports)cars in for people to view and talk about, and sometimes they can win prizes and such. I wish I had an old fancy sportscar, something like a mustang would be awesome. I'd probably just end up getting myself killed though.

I've been riding my motorcycle quite a bit, I'm up to about 2,500 miles on it, which isn't too bad. I don't know how some people get the stamina to do a thousand miles in one day, it's unreal.

My band is doing really well, we're expaning to northeast Ohio, a place called Massillon. We also had some guy invite us in to do some recordings at his studio in Akron, for free! That "rockstar" life is becoming a bit more of a reality I guess.

That college thing is creeping closer as well, I've got placement tests to take.... Summer testing shouldn't be legal, I'm more brain-dead than Paris Hilton and Ashlee Simpson combined..

Well, I shall type to you later my little Blogians, farewell.

2007-04-07T10:11:00.000-05:00

This homework thing is boring the crap out of me.

I'll think about my motorcycle. Mmm...motorcycle.

So, today is Kat's birthday. Perhaps we'll have some fun, good ol' fashion clean fun.

My hair is craptastic, I can't wash it until tomorrow due to its recent chemical relaxing. I very much enjoy the term "chemical relaxing." It's like my hair is doing LSD, or getting really drunk...and just chillin'.

I wish it wasn't so cold.

Ben's working towards his motorcycle license. So him and I can hit the open road, and cause some trouble, good ol' fashion clean trouble.

Alright, I guess that'll do for now, I'm going to get back to work.

Happy Easter, or Passover, or whatever.

2007-03-27T17:18:00.000-05:00

Why we don't work at midnight is a mystery to me.
To sit in buildings under roofs, while the sun we do not see.
True, the night is calm and peaceful, quiet and serene.
But what about the rolling clouds, fluffy and pristine?
There are those, or so it's said, that frolick during day.
Maybe even those of us whom never stray away.
Though the cast is set with rules I regret, to work away my time.
I shall never pretend to ever forget, the value of a rhyme.

It got cheesier as I went on. It just popped into my head, since I am sitting here...missing all of that lovely weather.

2007-03-21T20:11:00.000-05:00

Buh-buh-buh-Birthday post!!!

...and yes, in my birthday suit...but not really....

So, I'm 18. I signed up for selected-service, and registered to vote today, which is super-awesome. I also received the greatest birthday present today, my very first Harley =)

I'll spare the details, because I don't believe many of my readers are avid riders

Hm, did I spell "avid" correctly?

Also, thanks H for that birthday wish, and the wish proceeding it that made no sense to my simple 18 year old mind.

Another note, my girlfriend's sister had/is having a baby today, on my birthday. I feel now as if I have some sort of special bond to it, as I kind of feel with any other human born on this day...or dog for that matter...or Jeep. Yes, my Jeep was born in March, however the manufacturer didn't specify a date.

I'd also like to remember my Grandma in this post. Her funeral was on my birthday last year, which really isn't as sad as it seems. Just like seeing a really good friend off for a little while, only a lifetime or so. Sorry to depress you all.

On a last note, I love you all, thank you for your birthday wishes; and if you're a minor, don't piss me off, because I can't legally kick your ass.

2007-03-01T15:21:00.000-05:00

Well...just 20 short days until I turn 18 years of age. 20 days until I can be criminally charged as an adult. 20 days until I can buy a shotgun or rifle. 20 days until I cannot legally beat the shit out of a minor. 20 days until I can vote. 20 days until I can die for my country. 20 days until I can buy cigarettes. 20 days before I can legally view porn....ha! 20 days until I can no longer have sexual relations with persons under the age of 16. 20 days until I can ride a motorcycle without a helmet.

It's a lot to think about, isn't it?

That's pretty much all I've got for now...

2007-02-19T21:26:00.000-05:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls

Do you know what this is?!?!

It's my 100th post!

Woooo!!!

Yeah, so, life is alright. I just got back from a trip to D.C. That was pretty fun. There's a possibility of sleet and freezing rain tonight, which means there's a possibility of no school tomorrow. Hope makes me happy. I'm currently thinking about changing my major. I'm considering computers once again. I know I'm really good with them, we understand eachother. But am I good enough with them? Oh well, I guess it'll give me something to consider. I'll see you all around my blogger friends, and I hope this post was somewhat more cheerful than last.

Happy 100th!

2007-01-31T17:55:00.000-05:00

It's been a really fucking bad couple of days, so much so that I didn't even want to blog. I don't want to blog right now, I don't even know why I'm blogging, and why the fuck do I keep saying blog?

To start things off, my bitch-ass mom sold my dog.

I go to school 7 hours a day, and go to work for another 6 during the week.

I have a sore on my tongue, and my lips are chapped so bad that they're bleeding.

I have no fucking idea what's going on in Calculus, and it's supposed to be review. Say goodbye to $80 for that exam.

I get to work 9-5 on Saturday's; bye bye social life.

On a good night I have 4 hours of homework.

I have a headcold, and a fever. My head is so congested that my ears hurt, and are now likely infected.

I get to OSUM next year, that college that is practically mocked? I swear to god the popular consensus is that it's another 4 years of high school.

Why the fuck am I even taking AP classes? I could get into the same college by taking 7 study halls and a lunch this year.

There are always annoying fucking kids at work, this is a tax office, why the fuck are you bringing your kids?

As it turns out, this blog isn't just about the past couple of days, it's about the direction of my life. Everything sucks. I only have one thing to look forward to ever, and I only get to see her for a little bit. I'm unhappy with life, I'm in a rut, a rut full of shit and piss. Really smelly and disease-harboring shit and piss.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!

2007-01-17T20:36:00.000-05:00

It's a good thing that certain readers *cough*h*cough* remind me when I need to blog.

So...what to blog about?

I'll do a class review since we're closing in on the first week of the last semester of the last year of my high school career.

Advanced Placement Calculus -
This is one of only a few classes at RV that are all-year. However, this semester, it's only a half-block. Wooo-frickin'-ooo to that! It's not that I'm bad at math or anything, I just don't like doing anything. I'm going to work much harder this semester, as the exam is coming up in May, and I can earn college credit if I do well. I'm not takin' this class for nothin'. We're now given about two days for an assignment, which is good for someone who works 30+ hours a week this time of year. Even though some of this work is done, well, at work.

Advanced Placement English -
This is tied as the class that I am most excited about. Now most of you that know me are probably confused. That's right, I, Robert, am excited about English. I really want to develop myself as a writer, and I can see no better way in existence, than to take a hopefully challenging class. I'm also hoping this will increase the amount that I read, and it'll pretty much have to because I read (literarily speaking) about as much as a clam. I'm pretty sure clams don't read, but there was probably a book on it.

Advanced Placement Government -
Ahh Government. For someone who is going to be the President of the United States of America, a very crucial class. This class seems like it will be fun, minus the stupid people in it. I guess I kind of understand why people say you should have had to have taken the previous to A.P. Social Studies classes. In my case however, I hate history. Government, I likey.

Well, that's it. Enjoy. Read it 2 or 3 times, and let me know when to blog again.

2006-12-31T12:46:00.000-05:00

Well 'ello there, chaps! I hope everyone is enjoying their New Year's Eve Day. Here's the Christmas re-cap for yours truely.

- PS3 Home Entertainment System
- Pearl EX Custom Drumset
- NFS: Carbon, Tony Hawk: P8
- Other stuff

I also received an early graduation present, it's a laptop. But no, it's not one of you run of the mill shanty laptops, it's a laptop only I could use to it's full potential. It's an Alienware. Mmm, Alienware. Mmm, materialism....

I was also accepted to The Ohio State University.......Marion.

At least it'll make my parents happy, and I guess an extra year of hanging out with Ma and Pa isn't too bad. Also, if it gets bad enough, I can always transfer! I'm positive OSU is the place for me, just maybe not OSUM. For those of you reading this unaware of the situation, OSU is the main campus of the largest university in the U.S., OSUM is a regional campus with somewhere around 8,000 people enrolled.

Alright, that's enough, later yo.

2006-12-13T22:00:00.000-05:00

Woah, I fell off of the blogger ball.

It's worth it, I assure you.

Lately I've been thinking about that whole religion thing again. It's kind of bothersome. I don't really know what I believe in, which is bad.

That however, is not the blogs main focus, the main focus is.....the break up.

So, I've been in a band for about 2 years I'd estimate. The band is called Short Notice, and it is comprised of myself, and two of my buds. However, as of the 20th of December, after our concert....we're done. It's depressing. We've been through quite a bit of stuff too, we've made music, like original songs and stuff. We've done shows, we've made people happy with music. We have fans, people who support our music! I wish people would all get along some times, as hippie as that may sound.

It's kind of like the song "Rockstar" by Nickelback. I really just wanna be a rockstar.

So, what to do now?

2006-11-25T22:52:00.000-05:00

Nevermind, all is well.

2006-11-25T16:39:00.000-05:00

My life is over....and everything is shot to hell.

2006-11-07T15:46:00.000-05:00

I feel kind of down as of late. I'm not really sure why either. From a physical and emotional standpoint, I'm pretty much ok, but I still feel down. I even feel like listening to depressing music. I don't feel like drumming, it's too cold and wet to go for a ride, and the PS3 isn't out yet. I really don't have anything to do except sleep, and I'm getting tired of sleeping.

Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeechhhhhhhhhhhhk.

That's how I feel.

2006-10-14T18:48:00.000-05:00

Here, have some motivational quotes...

"Courage is not the absence of fear, but acting in it's presence."

"A candle burns brightest in a dark room."

"Never be afraid to try something new:Professionals built the Titanic, And amateurs built the Ark."

"Can't died when Could was born."

"Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above it's strength, pleads no excuse for impossibility, for it thinks all things lawful for itself, and all things possible."

"If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill, Be a scrub in the woodly - But be the best little scrub by the side of the rill, Be a bush if you can't be a tree. If you can't be a bush be a bit of the grass, And some highway happier make; If you can't be a muskie then just be a bass- But be the liveliest bass in the lake! We can't all be captains, we've got to be crew, There's something for all of us here, There's big work to do, and lesser to do, And the task you must do is the near. If you can't be a highway then just be a trail, If you can't be the sun, be a star; It isn't by size that you win or you fail - Be the best of whatever you are!"

"Act as if you are And you will become such."

I figured those would be worth your time.

2006-10-05T18:47:00.000-05:00

Hey bloggers, what's up? Things are going pretty well for me I reckon. Operations are underway for the sweetest drill ever to be done by the RVMB, written to "Enter Sandman." It'll be fucking sweet, and if you're not in band, you'll wish you were. Also, I'm the Senior Class President. I enjoy that title, a lot. I doubt it will help with college apps though. So, that time to sign up for NHS is back. I fear that I still don't have enough community service.... lousy community...... that I still love. I guess that's about it.....it's almost winter.....and I'm in love....and I'm the president........life is pretty good.

2006-09-27T21:02:00.000-05:00

So, I'm going to use my blog to whore out my song-writing abilities. If you should happen to steal this, and get it on an album, I probably won't even be pissed. I'd be happy to know that this stuff is good enough to be stolen.

17 Long Days
If I were given life to do over again
And all I had was this pad and this pen
I’d still remember everything you said

If the moon and stars and skies and clouds
Stopped and wandered, cursed out loud
I’d still retain the words in my head

I remember when you said those words,
“Baby I love you, I’ll never let you go”
And then you let me go…..

It’s not like you meant anything,
You were just the most important thing in my life
You said you saw it in my eyes,
Those wonderful thoughts of love and hope and trust

These flowers on the front porch,
Have been sitting here for 17 long days
The fire from this ever-burning torch,
Has been spat on, rained on for 17 long days
And the thought of you saying your last goodbye,
Has been playing in my head for 17 long days

I won’t pretend that you meant nothing
And I won’t say that you were just a fling
Because my heart just won’t let the words come out

All this love and hope and trust and shit
Even if I didn’t realize it
Was the best thing ever to come my way

I remember when I said to you,
“Baby I love you, I’ll never let you go”
And I never will…..

It’s just that you meant so much,
To my heart my mind my soul and my life
And I thought I saw it in your eyes
Those made-up thoughts of love and hope and trust

These flowers on the front porch,
Have been sitting here for 17 long days
The fire from this ever-burning torch,
Has been spat on, rained on for 17 long days
And the thought of you saying your last goodbye,
Has been playing in my head for 17 long days

And here I am still waiting,
After those 17 long days
Wondering and debating
After these 17 long days

Even after these 17 days,
I’ll still say it, forever always
I. Love. You.

These flowers on the front porch,
Have been sitting here for 17 long days
The fire from this ever-burning torch,
Has been spat on, rained on for 17 long days
And the thought of you saying your last goodbye,
Has been playing in my head for 17 long days

2006-09-22T22:36:00.001-05:00

Bloggers, I come to you in dissapointment. Tonight, was probably the worst band performance........ever. The saddest thing about it is, that we were still better than many other schools, on half-time that is. Pre-game, was absolutely the worst thing ever. Everything possible to go wrong in that show, went wrong. Honestly, if you went through the drill, and messed it up, it couldn't be that bad. It was terrifying. Comically enough though, we blocked out last year's homecoming queen. Ha! Cardington's halftime show was fucking sweet. They had a guitarist, and two drummers, who both had quite awesome solos. I wish we had awesome drum solos..... I guess that's about it. I kind of wish that I had gotten into sports instead of music, I would've been happier right now. Bleccccccchhhhhh. I can't be a better leader to my section, I just can't. I do everything I can. I offer help to my section-members, I tell them what to do, I tell them how to do it. I defend them, even though they're always wrong. I don't hit them, even though they severely deserve to be hit. I just can't do anymore. There is a certain point were leadership can't help any. You have to be willing; where there's a will, there's a way. My section members are will-less. If you took the worst people, at everything, and put them together, you'd get my section. I get the half-retarded kids, that have no right to be in band. I'm going to say it, band isn't for everyone. If you suck, and you're an asshat, band isn't for you. Maybe I'm the problem. Maybe I'm a terrible human-being and section leader. I don't know, I try my hardest, maybe it isn't good enough. You tell me.

2006-09-03T22:54:00.000-05:00

More people need to update their blogs more often....

Anyways. The overall mood of the past couple days has been alright I guess. I finally got my temperature control cable put back in my Jeep, it only took about 45 minutes, taking the dash out is kind of tricky for me. We had our first homegame, our last first homegame of my life. I don't think marching band is something that I'll do in college. I guess it's too serious for me, I mean I like band, but I'm not crazy about it, it's more or less just something to do. That, and the fact that I cannot play an instrument at a collegiate level. Or if I can, I don't have the motivation to do so. I'm still pondering where I want to go to college, and what I want to do with my life. I've been thinking medicine as of late, I don't really know why, I just have. I also have a cold, that I caught from my significant other. She has it worse though, there was no vomit to be spewed from me.....yet. I think it's getting better though. Short Notice pracitices tomorrow, which should be alright. I get to hear the other two members bitch to eachother, and bitch at me, and bitch about everything there is to be bitched about. Sometimes I wish I was in my own band. Like, I was playing all three instruments, and singing. That'd be sweet. Impracticle, but sweet. I'm getting ready to sell my bike, sometime soon. No, I'm not giving up motorcycling, I'm just giving up mine. I doubt I'll be able to buy one before the end of the year, so it'll probably mark the end of this riding year for me. The only bad thing about snow, is that it sucks for motorcycles. Jeeps however, love the stuff. I also get to hang out with my wonderfully awesome and amazingly beautiful girlfriend tomorrow, which is a good thing. It's nice to be in a relationship with someone you love. Unfortunately, I get to meet her mom tomorrow. Not really meet though, I mean, we've seen eachother before, but appearently I'll be sitting down to chat with her. I'm not sure why she doesn't trust/like me. Alright I am, it's because I'm two years and 1 month older than her daughter, which for some reason makes me a sex-crazed maniac. Me being sex-crazed has nothing to do with my age. I've been horny for many years now. I'm lonely and bored right now, but I don't want to do homework. I hate homework. I still don't know why we have it. As if 7 hours a day wasn't enough? It's blasphemy I say. What else is there to talk about....? It seems that opportunities seem to come up at inopportune times. As redundant as that was, it was true. Still, I think I like where things are going. I'm still lonely though. It's Sunday night, holiday weekend, no school, and I'm sitting here all alone. I don't really feel like going to sleep though. I don't feel like playing videogames. I can't play my drumset, it's too late. I don't really want to watch tv. I'm tired of writing songs. I'm tired of looking at motorcycles. I'm tired of being on MySpace. I'm bored of blogging. I should take some more nasal decongestant, and maybe a coughdrop. I'm becoming increasingly more bored. This blog has had no clear theme, just a bunch of random thoughts. Be a pal, and decipher them for me.

2006-08-27T15:03:00.000-05:00

You know what folks, life is going pretty well. I must say that at this particular moment, I'm pretty much happy. I have a girlfriend whom I like, a lot, I have a motorcycle, I have a car, I have great friends, I have a decent section in band, I have a lot of things that make me happy. I think it'd be rude of me to say that I deserve to be happy, happiness isn't something that is given out. I think happiness is something you have to make for yourself. Everyone else in your life can try their best to make you happy, but in the end, you're the only one that can do that. So, if you're unhappy with your life, change it. If you're an alcoholic, stop drinking. If you think you're fat, lose weight. If no one likes you, make them like you. I must say however, that this thought was brought on by a quote.

“I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.”

2006-08-16T21:46:00.000-05:00

Damn, I'm bored. I also have two whole books to read, two A.P. books. I've done none of the work either. I procrastinate very badly. So, I think that I think about my girlfriend too much. I don't think it's a bad thing though, just very mind-consuming. It's also bringing up the after highschool questions in a relationship. It's not a good thing. Also, I don't want to stay home for college. It works for some people, and that's cool. But it's not for me. Maybe I'll stay in Marion, but I'll get an apartment or something. It's not that I dislike my parents, it's just that I've been with them for 18 years, and well, you know, it's getting old. I'm sure they'd like to move on as well. I don't know. Maybe if I do well enough, I'll get college paid for somwhere out of state. Here's to hoping.

2006-08-08T20:01:00.000-05:00

Hey dudes, hang ten! Or 9, your call. So I'm in one of those relationship things again, and I have a pretty good feeling about it. My previous two relationships, the only two I've had, did not go very well. The thing that they had in common is probably the reason for both of their failures. That reason of course being that I was "pushed" into both of the relationships. My friends always have good intentions, that's why they're my friends. But sometimes, they just don't think things through enough. I'm glad that I actually got this one going on my own, that way if I fuck it up, I can only blame myself. To end that thought, I wish myself goodluck on my new relationship.

To my band-o readers, the elections were kind of dissapointing. I really do kind of wish that I could have been the band president this year. It was kind of the pinnacle of my bandhoodness. I guess there are some good sides to it though. I can get awards again, I get to play in the stands more, stuff like that. I guess it evens out, and whatever is going to happened, will/has happened. I'll just take it as a reassuring sign that music isn't my calling.

Peace out dawgs.

2006-07-19T21:40:00.000-05:00

So tomorrow, is the beginning of the end, of my last year in band. Band has been a pretty super duper part of my life, and I think if I had to do it over again, i'd pick band over anything else. Thanks to band I made my first real best friend from River Valley, which would be Trey. I don't know if we're still the closest of friends, but we we're still pretty good buds. Just the extra time we had in middle school, when neither of us had something to work on, when we'd talk, that's all it takes to make a friend. Thanks to band, I had my first big crush. 3 years of it to be exact. Band has also let me make so many other friends that I would never have had. Without band, I just wouldn't have talked to so many people. Thanks to band, I touched my first, and hopefully not last, female breast. That sounds perverted, but is a major accomplishment for me, because I am a pervert. I've also become more musically talented through band, and probably wouldn't have even joined NRB had it not been for band. But most importantly, it's given me more time to spend with my friends, time that matters. Things like sitting in pooring rain while carrying drums with them, being out in 95 degree heat with them, going to Nawlin's with them, and going to Florida with them, doing "do agains" with them, marching 3 miles with them, driving through the school grass with them in the back of my Jeep, playing dodgeball with them, playing Halo2 with them, skipping it sometimes to go visit Mr. Danals with them, skipping it to go roam the halls sometimes with them, making fun of Mr. Walker with them, goofing off during sectionals with them, and lastly, putting on one hell of a half time show with them. To all of my band friends, you're some of the best.

2006-07-08T21:08:00.000-05:00

Yes indeedy, I got one. It's an '06 Honda Rebel. I named it Ozzy, it just seemed to fit. I've actually only ridden it once as of right now, but I plan to change that. Today was a pretty busy day, so I didn't have any time to ride =/ I'm getting the hang of it pretty quickly, I'm kind of automotively inclined that way. I'm looking forward to really getting into it. I have my Motorcycle Ohio course starting on Thursday, which one needs to take to get their license if they're under 18. I guess that's pretty much it, pictures are up on my MySpace if you wanna check it out. Happy trails.

2006-06-30T21:34:00.000-05:00

Good evening everyone, if it is not evening whilst you are reading this, please exit from this window, and re-open it during the evening hours. There is no specific reason for doing so, I just thought it would make you think that this blog holds something mysterious......it doesn't. I got my motorcycle permit on Thursday. We went to Hale's near Mansfield and looked at some bikes. The only decent looking one in my price range, sort of, was an '06 Yamaha Virago. It's a 250cc, and doesn't have a whole lot of acceleration, but will do fine for my purpose. We didn't purchase it, and I don't know if we will, but it's very likely. That's all I have for now, I hope for you to see me ridin' around Marion. Just don't run into me, bitch.

2006-06-28T22:10:00.000-05:00

Guten Tag ya'll! That was my gay Hitler impersonation, I hope you enojoyed it. Tomorrow is shaping up to be quite a day. Sometime early in the day I'm going to the BMV to take my test for my motorcycle permit. Actually that's really the only thing going on, but I'm still pretty excited about it. I'm relatively confident I'll pass, I'm cool like that. Turning focus a little bit, I've been thinking about love a lot lately. I don't think it exists, and yes I'm only saying that because I'm bitter and lonely. I guess it's one of those things you like only if you're in it. Any other time it's fucking gay. I read this thing on MySpace, about the just being friends. I had a similar situation, only we weren't that close of friends. I actually ended up telling her though, even though I'm sure she knew before. It didn't work out, I guess I was too cool for her. I don't feel the same way about her now, but I'm upset that I don't feel that way about anyone. I kind of think that I've lost my capacity for romantic love. Maybe it will come back someday, and I'll be my little love-sick self. I also Superman this evening, it was pretty good. There wasn't as much action in it as I would've liked, but still decent. I also checked classifieds for motorcycles today, and discovered that I'll be rollin' on a shit heap. Or maybe not, just something old. Not too old though, one of the ones in my price range was an '03. I guess I'll get that worked out whenever. I still have all of my AP reading to do, which shall be fun. I don't quite know what all else. Oh, I need to work on writing cadences. I think that might be it. Hope everyone is enjoying there summer, it's at least 1/3 over already, so enjoy it while it lasts. Laterrrrrr.

2006-06-17T23:53:00.000-05:00

Buh-buh-buh Blog unit! Well things are super boring for me right now, how about yourself? I've been playing Everquest 2 a whole lot, mainly because there is nothing else to do. I guess this would be a nice time to shamefully plug my puppies, that you can buy for $300 a piece. Pure-bred AKC Golden Retriever puppies. They're pretty cool, were born June 2nd. If you're interested stop by my house sometime and ask to see one. If you don't plan on buying one though, you can just go die. I really just don't have anything else to blog about, because I've had nothing to do. Perhaps I should think of something really fun to do. Or maybe I could start streaking professionally. Or maybe I should learn how to spell professionally. Sooooooo bored. If anyone has any suggestions on how to combat this boredom, please tell me. Have a nice day blog-readers, or at least a better day than anyone who doesn't read this.

2006-06-10T20:50:00.000-05:00

Things I have learned as of late. . .

1. A catheter is actually a camera, that they stick into your heart or other arteries.

2. It is difficult to find a decent bank, no matter what age.

3. The guidance department at River Valley, guides absolutely nothing.

4. Playing the guitar isn't as easy as it looks, at least playing it well isn't.

5. Latex paint does not go down smooth, it actually burns.

6. The song "Bad day" is a terrible song, and it needs to not be played again, ever.

7. I am a terrific actor in real-life applications, I can be convincing to anyone.

8. A good driver, and a good navigator are too completely different things.

9. Few people brandishing AC/DC t-shirts know anything about them.

10. Anyone can listen to music, but those who appreciate it are rare.

I hope that these help you at some point in your life, as they have all been learned the hard way by yours truly. I hope that everyone is enjoying there summer, because I'm trying my hardest to. If you find that you are in fact, not enjoying your summer, tell me. Just send me a message, and I'll see what I can do. Until next time blog-readers, party on!

2006-06-05T22:00:00.000-05:00

Hey bloggy-fans! Guess who's sick! It's me! I feel absolutely terrible! I can't even remember the last time that I felt this physically ill! These exclamation points are not helping! Anyways, I really am quite ill. It could be an intestinal parasite, it could be stomach flu, or it could be an allergic reaction to some primer that I consumed a bit of. It's most likely the second one, and if it's the first one, I'll cry. Actually, I won't, I'll just continue to throwup. I bet this is making you feel well, perhaps I'll write a super-cool blog when I'm feeling better......yeah, I'll do that. Until them, sip some pepto for me.

2006-06-05T08:43:00.000-05:00

I really need to get on the posting ball. I'll collect my thoughts, and post something worthwhile in a shortwhile. Thank you for still reading this if you do, and go fuck yourself if you don't. I just told over a billion people to go fuck themselves, including the pope. Regardless, I shall have something for you to read in a day or two.

2006-05-14T18:57:00.000-05:00

Well, this weekend, was prom weekend. I must say, I had a very good time. Shall I walk you through the night? First off, I went over to pick up my date. I got to meet her folks, and some pictures were taken. Although, meeting parents in formal situations isn't my cup of tea. It's one of those times when I get really nervous. So, for anyone who wants me to meet their parents, make sure it's informal. Anywho, after that, we went over to the other couple we were going with's house, and stayed for a bit. The guy forgot some stuff in his car, and his sister went to pick it up. So we were a tad late. Then comes the restaraunt. OMG. The place is called the Branding Iron, and it is the worst place on earth. I can't even talk too much about it, because it was that freakin' bad. Everything was fun after that though. My date and I headed to prom after that, after a few circles in the parking lot, and got the car valeted. Which by the way was a very bad valet system. You had to find your own car. The actual prom was a lot of fun. Aside from the pornography on the screens, I'd have to say that it was the best time I've had in a very very long time. Not that I'm against porno mind you, just not in public places. Anyways, after much dancing and mingling, we headed back to my date's house. She got her stuff and got changed, and then I got changed. After that we headed to Tim Hortons, and got a few Iced Cappo's, then headed to the after-prom party. There were quite a few things going on there. Things including; chocolate-covered cheetos, DDR, karaoke, ping-pong, Red & Blue, Ottoman-ing me, and much more. After a couple hours of sleep, or less, we headed out, and I dropped my date off. Then I headed home, a tired, cold, and worn-out guy. Damn that was fun.

2006-05-05T20:39:00.002-05:00

It has been a very long time since I have posted, and for that I am sorry. For everything else, I'm not. As it turns out, I'm now going to prom. If I didn't typically withhold names from blogs, I'd tell you who. If you really want to know though, just ask. I went to see a movie just a while ago, and boy oh boy is this city not cool. The movie was alright I guess, but the crowd was terrible. A guy answered his ringing phone during the movie, and started talking, and then walked out. Also, when we got there, there were cops, and goths. One of the Sheriff's was writing a ticket, and the other was talking to people. Most of the other people were teens and whatnot, but still a very dark crowd. Then after the movie, there was a little patch of people outside the theatre doors, which was weird. That seems like an uncool place to hangout to me. Anywho, I'm doing alright, and I hope you are too. Have a nice day!

2006-05-05T20:39:00.001-05:00

2006-04-23T00:14:00.000-05:00

I'm in one of those moods. This may be a mood that not all of you have felt, but likely well sometime in your life. It's what happens when you have an anxiety-thing, watch a sad movie, and listen to sad songs. There's nothing that can make me happy, and there's nothing to be happy about. Everything good is bad, but there isn't anything good anyway. Love ends in tragedy, happiness is never real, and people are only here because they want something from you. It's not like I enjoy feeling this way, it's almost like some sort of sadistic self-pleasure. I'm unhappy, and I make it impossible for myself to get happy. Anytime some form of happiness comes up, or even the possibility of such, it's shot down instantaneously. It's not even a useful sad, it provides no creative fuel. I can't write a song, do homework, or even play videogames. All I can do is type this blog, and listen to more depressing music. I need a stronger vice than food, like alcohol or something. This blog is a real downer. Now I feel bad about making you have to read it. You shouldn't have to, I'll understand if you don't want to read anymore. So much so, that I think I'll quit typing.

2006-04-18T14:50:00.000-05:00

Alright, since someone has inquired about Wal-Mart, I'll share what I know. I'm pretty sure I mentioned plenty of it in previous posts though. Anywho, Wal-Mart is an evil whore, much similar to someone who shall be unnamed, but most of you will guess. My beef with Wal-Mart isn't so much the fact that they put other businesses, namely mom and pop stores, out of business on a daily basis, it's that, for one, they are liars. They are liars in the sense that they sell you name-brand products, that aren't name brand. The entire reason for establishing a name brand is so that people will associate that name with a certain standard, or quality. For instance, Jeeps are well known for being long-lasting, dependable, god-like vehicles. This is because, they have proven themselves through-out the years, with such things as WWII and whatnot. Moving on, they cost a bit more, but are worth it to most consumers. Now, what Wal-Mart does, is make manufacturers go against their quality standards. Kind of like if Jeep took Honda's and put Jeep stickers on them. You're getting a shitty Honda, not a Jeep. So, when you go into Wal-Mart and see a pair of Levi jeans, they aren't Levi. They're (insert shitty jean brand name here) jeans, but a little bit cheaper. This is flat out lying to a consumer. You know that HP computer that they sell at Wal-Mart? IT'S REFURBISHED AND HAS NO POSSIBILITY FOR EXPANSION. That's right, it isn't HP. HP builds a quality computer for a reasonable price. Wal-Mart sells HP's that are of the "W" class. For instance, an HP335w. This computer was rebuilt from a piece of shit, branded with HP, and put on a shelf for a knowledgeless (sp?) consumer to purchase. Now, for the argument that Wal-Mart can't make a company do anything. First off, fuck you. Secondly, mind if I let a drug dealer move into your basement? It's alright, he can't MAKE you do anything, can he? Next, Wal-Mart breaks the law on a daily basis. Such things as cheating employees from wages, violating environmental acts (the meaningful ones, not the radical extremist crazy ones), and other various things. Now, almost everything I've said, and more is all over the internet. Just go ahead and google it, you'll find more than you ever wanted to know. There are documentaries, essays, and real-life stories. My own theory, which isn't much of a theory, more like what's actually happening, cannot to my knowledge be found on the internet. My "theory" is that Wal-Mart is lowering the standard of living in the U.S. and even in China. Being that Wal-Mart is in its finest form a pipeline for Chinese manufacturers to U.S. consumers. They support the production of cheap shit from China, which promotes companies hiring children making $0.14 an hour, and working 70 some hours a week. Back to the theory. The average Wal-Mart employee makes $4,000 less than the poverty level for an american citizen, that's full time mind you. Now keeping in mind that somewhere of about %80 of employees are full-time, and in that poverty range, that's a scary thought. The details go on and on, please look into on your own. I implore you to do your own research, please please do so. If and when you decide you are against Wal-Mart, come talk to me, in person, and perhaps, when I get enough people, I love commas, especially misused ones, I think this might be hard to follow, it must be, we'll do something about it.
On a different note, some of you may find this fact interesting. Just recently ExxonMobil, (Exxon and Mobil are the same fucking company), moved up to number one in the "Fortune 500's most shareholders" list, making Wal-Mart second. Wal-Marts transports 99% of goods, (already in America), by trucking. The semi's that use gas that is sold by ExxonMobil. I just thought that was a tasty tidbit, considering EVERYTHING coming to Wal-Mart store was once in Arkansas.....that's a long drive ain't it?
Welcome to my world.

2006-04-12T20:34:00.000-05:00

I got to do something this evening that I usually don't get the chance to do, look at the moon. Of all the planets and things of being in the entire universe, the moon is quite possibly my favorite. It's our distant neighbor, that in the scheme of the universe, isn't very distant. It provides light, but not nearly as much as the sun. The moon isn't as aesthically pleasing as the sun is, which makes it all the more pleasing to me. The moon competes with more than the sun, it has thousands upon millions upon billions of stars to fight with to get your attention, whereas the sun only has itself. The moon is in a crowded sky, but it's not close to anything. The only friends the moon has are the ones who look up at it, and talk to it. The moon is always shining, whether we see it or not. Even if the sky is covered in clouds and birds and everything else, that moon will still be shining. It's almost a sign of faith and belief. I know, that even during an eclipse, or even if I were blind, that that moon would still be shining. Even when only part of it can be seen, I know the rest of it will come out in a while and show it's pretty moon-face to all of us. The moon is attainable, as it has been walked on many a time, this too makes it all the more a pleasing celestial being. The moon is also only present in the dark, as if it is afraid of the light. I sort of love the moon. Not because it is a gigantic rock zooming around our own planet, but because it is a big rock zooming around our planet that represents so many things. Thanks for being the moon, moon.

2006-04-05T16:22:00.000-05:00

Well folks, what's up? Not a whole lot here. Some good news though. Only 10 more days of work left, wooooot! That'll mean more free time for me, and maybe a chance to do some of my homework. Also, 39 days of school left, wooooooooooooot. I think it will be a good summer. I have a car and a license this year, and I live in Marion, well, Caledonia anyway. What do I plan to do? Probably get a job, and play drums. We better practice a lot over vacation. And, for a job, I need suggestions. If you have any ideas, tell me. My goal for working this summer, to be able to buy a motorcycle. I hear people say I'm not the motorcycle type, well you must not know me very well. For those of you who think I am the type, I don't know. I'm more the type for everything, so it's hard to tell. So, those are my summer ambitions. As for now, I have a shit load of homework, so see you all later. And thanks for letting me have a good year next year Aimee.

2006-04-01T11:28:00.000-05:00

And now for some not so fortunate news. Short Notice will officially not be participating in the battle of the bands on April 7th. I know everyone is going to be pretty dissapointed, but we plan on holding our on concert sometime in late spring or over the summer. And it will actually be good. We just need more time to jam, to practice, and to get some music flowing.
Another thing to slightly depress all of my readers, being alone. It's never fun to here people talk about how they're going to spend time with their significant other, and then think to yourself, "Yeah, I'll probably go home and sit in a dark room by myself." I usually have the light on the, but that is beside the point. This Spring Break hasn't been too incredibly good or bad. I've worked everyday except Monday and Friday, Saturday counts as a working day as well. Perhaps I just need to get a puppy, or kidnap someone, or something like that.
On a final note, I am so not ready to go back to school. Just the thought that I have to go back to school after just another day, brings vomit to my throat. There's really nothing I dislike more than going to that wretched place for 7 hours of my life. Especially for things like, English, Intro. to Business, and Keyboarding. Pre-Calculus honestly isn't that bad, because I'm learning, I'm gaining something from that class. Something more than a couple minutes of "shut-eye" that is. I miss classes like German. I always learned something in that class. Even if it was just as simple as walking up to Frau and learning what a word meant. Those were the days. What a depressing year. This is officially NOT my favorite year of High School. Having my Jeep and computer paid off is cool, and moving closer to Marion was nice, but still. I don't even have real high-speed internet anymore. For someone like me, that sort of thing is a must. Maybe everyone else is just having that good of a year, and I need to bear the brunt of having a shitty one. So I hope everyone has a really really really good year, because I think I want next year to be a good one, which means that someone else will have to have a bad one. Maybe it'll be someone I dislike, that'd be cool. That was a long final note. If anyone should happen to read this, and it's still Saturday, or even Sunday, I'm available. I'm really bored enough to say that I'm bored to anyone on the Internet. Even if I don't like you, I'd probably hang out with you. Or maybe I'll just watch Scarface again.

2006-03-29T19:58:00.000-05:00

I'm back, and on a much much brighter note. When I last left you, I was terribly sad, and quite down with life. As I speak, or actually type, to you know, I am much happier. Recently, myself and about a hundred other people embarked on a journey to Florida, heading for the happiest place on earth. Well, we got there, and had a great time. We got to see two of the "fireworks" shows, or whatever you want to call them. We also spent some time in each one of the 4 parks. I made some new friends, and to my knowledge, didn't lose any. We recieved a gold award, and a ranking of Superior, which is the highest. All-in-all the trip was a blast, except maybe the ride home. I think we discovered the recipe for the worst smell in the universe. Honestly, the smell on the back of that bus, could kill a full-grown whale. Aside from that, the ride home was alright. Something else going well, both my computer and my Jeep are completely payed off! I am no longer in debt, and I OWN my own Jeep and computer. 'Tis a good feeling. For all of those who had your vehicle bought for you, I chuckle at you, *chuckle*. Also, Short Notice is thriving. We just recently signed up for the Pleasent H.S. battle of the bands. Which is at 7:00 p.m. on April 7th. I expect to see each one of you there. It's also Spring Break now, which means I am out of school, and really don't have too much besides band practice. So, if you, or someone you know would like to do something that involves me, go ahead and tell me. I'm open for a movie, an arcade, dinner, lunch, brunch, twister, karaoke, clubbin', orgies, whatever it is, I'm game. Also, I appearently have many people that love and care about me, so thanks! That wraps things up for now. For more information on Short Notice, go to http://www.myspace.com/shortnotice4. Have a nice Spring Break.

2006-03-21T23:32:00.000-05:00

The past few days, may have been some of the worse I have ever had. These things will not be listed in chronological order, or in level of importance. To start things off, we had our septic tank back up on us. Which of course means, there was shit, in our shower. Literally. Fortunately we got it cleaned out and the septic problem fixed, at about 12 in the morning, on a school night. Needless to say, much sleep wasn't to be had. Nextly, my car battery died. For some reason or another, my driver door was left ajar in the garage. Which leads to a battery draining. It is the only mechanical problem I've ever had with my Jeep. But, we got that all fixed up by way of a "trickle charger", it's used to recharge things. . . .somewhat slowly. After that, I started it up, and let it recharge itself back up, in about 15 minutes, Green Meanie was as good as new, or as before anyway. Nextly, my Grandmother passed away on Monday, sometime in the very early morning. Her funeral was held today, March 21st, on my birthday. Which in itself, isn't too aweful bad. Because had it been a day or two later, I would've been in Florida, so I am somewhat grateful that her time was able to come at a slightly convenient time. It was the first funeral I had ever gone to. My other Grandmother on my father's side passed away before I was born, and my Grandfather on my father's passed away when I was about 4, so my parents thought it not appropriate for me to go to that. It was a short and simple funeral, as my Grandmother was somewhat of a simple person herself. Niether her or my surviving grandfather are the showy type. The reverend performing the ceremony sang a couple songs, they were very nice. The feeling there was pretty much surreal. We all stood in a green tent-like thing, while the wind howled. Everyone pretty much held there heads down, and cried, while the reverend sang, and read some verses from the bible. It really felt like those scenes you see in the movies, something the cinema can get right. I kind of had one of those moments where you feel closer to god during the ceremony. Almost when you feel like someone has their hand on your shoulder, and they're letting you know that everything is going to be okay. One thing that the reverend said that I kind of took to heart, was that we shouldn't be the ones crying, she should be. All of her troubles and worries are gone now, we're the ones that still have hardships and problems to overcome. Well, enough of that. Needless to say, it kind of gave the entire day a nasty overcast. Afterwards, we went out for dinner, to celebrate my birthday, although I don't think anyone really felt like it. For some reason, whenever we went to someplace, the hostess/waitress/clerk would ask us how our day was going. I suppose they're kind of obligated to though. To top even that, upon arriving home, I discovered a vrius on my computer. Well, big whoop right? Nope. When you personally have paid over $2,500 for something, it doesn't seem like a big whoop. It wasn't some little pansy virus either, it was a mean ass. It corrupted all of my Norton files, so I couldn't even find it and delete it. So, I made the half-hour trip back to our old house, to pick up all of my backup software. I then made the half-hour trip back here, what fun. All-in-all, everything has been pretty much mended. I still have a good hour of homework to do, and it is currently 11:53 p.m. Only one more day of school before Florida, and Spring Break though. I finally understand what people mean when they say, "Man, I need a vacation."

2006-03-11T09:09:00.000-05:00

Something that pisses me off. People's religious views. More specifically that of the Christian and Catholic varieties. This is coming in response to reading some comments and a friend's blog about Gay Marriage. How these people take what they believe, and use it for absolute and undeniable fact for everyone else is simply disguisting. How they complain about the closedmindedness of people, but they themselves cannot see beyond their own prejudices. How they skew the meanings of politcal and religious documents on a whim. How they belive everyone elses life should be lived by their personal values. How they do not even question something, and just blindly follow along with it, and expect everyone else to do the same. As the author said, society is something that evolves and changes, it isn't the same now, as it was 100 years ago. People back then were finding passages from the bible that supported slavery, or at least, saying that those passages supported it. You people now are no different then the biggots of yesteryear. They're just a different shade of black, and you're just burning a different cross. It also pisses me off when people don't leave comments. I couldn't get more controversial on here if I showed a picture of myself raping a dead dog.

2006-03-07T16:36:00.000-05:00

Hey there blog-readers, wanna play a game? Alright, it's called the , "Share a weird and generally unkown secret about yourself", game. Mine is, I have Jungle Fever. Now what you do, is post a comment, and list yours!

2006-02-27T19:18:00.000-05:00

If you're an idiot, resist the urge to send I.M.'s
(Taken from an actual conversation, the bitch's name has been changed.)

Random idiot: whos this

BillyRVbob: That is a very rude way to start a conversation. It is only proper to first introduce yourself, and then inquire about my identity.

Random idiot: ok may i ask who this is

BillyRVbob: First, introduce yourself. If I deem you worthy, I will tell you.

Random idiot: no i asked you first

BillyRVbob: That is irrelevant, as you are at my mercy. You are the one wanting to gain something from this, so you must do as I please.

Random idiot: i know who you are

BillyRVbob: Then why, dear lady, would you ask who I am?

Random idiot: because i asked someone

BillyRVbob: Because you asked someone why you inquired about my identity?

Random idiot: becuase i felt like it..............do you know mrs.slob

BillyRVbob: You use far too many periods.............. Yes, I do know Mrs. Slob.

Random idiot: shush were you in her class

BillyRVbob: Yes, I was at one point in time, in her class.

Random idiot: do you like her

Random idiot: do you know brittany slob

Random idiot: ?

BillyRVbob: That's a broad question, and it lacks proper punctuation. Perhaps if you describe what manner of "liking" and punctuate, I will answer.

BillyRVbob: I don't really know her.

Random idiot: your wierd

BillyRVbob: (You're)

BillyRVbob: And thank you.

Random idiot: your poto grande

BillyRVbob: Du bist nicht klug.

Random idiot: what does that mean

BillyRVbob: Ich kenne nicht.

Random idiot: what does it mean

BillyRVbob: Never you mind. I don't believe I got your name.

Random idiot: so

Random idiot: :-D

BillyRVbob: Nice to meet you, So. Do you attend RV?

Random idiot: cant tell

Random idiot: :-D

BillyRVbob: You have a pretty smile, I like you.

Random idiot: ewwwwwwwwwwwww

BillyRVbob: Thanks!

Random idiot: you no what i like about you ....nothing

Random idiot: O:-)

BillyRVbob: I really don't "no" what you like about me.

Random idiot: you know something you very stupid

BillyRVbob: I enjoy your stereotypical Asian accent.

Random idiot: what

BillyRVbob: What indeed.

Random idiot: what does stereotypical asian accent mean

BillyRVbob: Think about what you said prior to my statement, I'll wait. If it takes over 20 minutes though, and I'm sure it will, send me a letter telling me that you understand.

Random idiot: gtg bye

BillyRVbob: Goodbye.

2006-02-22T19:57:00.000-05:00

Ehh, once again I am having girl troubles. It seems like any form of relationship happiness was not meant to be had by me. As if some cruel entity is watching over me, preventing it. Why can't I be one of those people that is just as happy as can be, and has someone special to share it with? Hell, they're probably happy because they have someone to share anything with. I don't think I'm afraid of commitment, I just don't like pointless things. Even if it's just to make someone feel better. Although, maybe the undoes the pointlessness of it. Perhaps I should just not try on the whole "girlfriend" thing until I have completed Highschool. I think it's rediculous of me to think that I could find a person whom I like in such a manner, in Marion. Not to bring Marion down or anything, but I think the odds are against me. Perhaps I need to really sit down and think about what I want out of a person, and out of a relationship. That way, when I do see what I want, I'll know it. But I don't think I have time to sit down and think, I have far too much homework and work to do. I still don't really know what I want to do with my life. I want to make money, and be happy, is that so darn difficult? (Sigh) Well, I'm looking at new shocks for my Jeep, it'll give me a chance to get my hands dirty and a chance to improve my Jeep. As always, your comments are welcome. And thank you for reading.

2006-02-21T23:35:00.000-05:00

Alright kiddies, D.C. was fun, and I'm back. Unfortunately, I only got pictures of things we did on Thursday as the camera battery died, and of course, I didn't have the charger for it. But I did get a couple good ones which I will share with you. Most of the pictures, well some of them, were taken from inside the top of the Washington Monument, and excellent view. This first picture is of the Capital.

This next one is one of the Lincoln Memorial

And next is the Cathedral

Followed by the WW2 Memorial

Now the nasty Subway picture, although the trains themselves were clean

And last for now, me representing Ohio, in a gay picture

That's it for now, thanks for reading!

2006-02-15T17:04:00.000-05:00

So, I leave for Washington, D.C. tonight. It'll be a cool time. I get to discusss political affairs and policies with my peers. I shall have a full blog, including pictures of the trip, upon my return. Also new in the land of Bob, a lady friend. If you care to know more, IM me. Or maybe, just maybe, leave a comment, asking a question.

2006-02-13T22:01:00.000-05:00

Happy Valentine's Day! I love you very much!

2006-02-09T17:27:00.000-05:00

Hmm, what to write about? I've got it! Hold on a jiffy while I whip it out. Alright, ready? Why is it that people involved in music-related activities always make-fun-of and put down people in sports? This is an increasing problem that is quite honestly bugging the hell out of me. I am looking for an honest answer, from some idiot that actually does this. Or possibilities from anyone. Perhaps they think that all "preps", "poppies", or "richers" always make fun of them? I have never heard an un-kind word about a music-related person in my Junior year. Not a single damn one. That excuse is therefor, invalid. Another possibility being, music people do more than sports people. Hmm, hard to say. Well no, it isn't. Just about the same time is spent in both. Let's see, what else is there. That sports people are more well-liked. Yes, by the people they hang out with. If their friends' opinions mean that much to you, then start playing sports. I forget the rest of what I was going to say. And, I refuse to post a new post until this one has recieved 5 comments.

2006-02-06T17:22:00.000-05:00

Hey bloggers, what's kicking? Hopefully not the woman I left in your trunk. It was a bleh start to the week, as most Monday's are. Introduction to business wasn't useful at all, I learned a little something in Pre-Calculus, and English was iffy. We were issued our first textbook for English, a somewhat large, decrepit one. We're reading a story about Tom and the devil, the name escapes me as of now. Anyways, this is a story that I have read before, like maybe 3 years ago. I don't remember liking it though, and I probably won't like it this time. Nothing interesting going on in any aspect of my life, so to you my readers, I apologize. Maybe next time. . . . Leave a comment bitch!

2006-02-02T22:37:00.000-05:00

Well, I'm pissed off. And yeah, with good reason. I got my paycheck today, wanna know how much I got? Come on, guess! Well? If you guessed $0, then you're correct. Apareantly, I pay for the gas that I use to drive to school. I have no problem paying for gas if it's for joyriding, but for going to school? That's fucking bullshit, and my dad is an asshole. I also owe a little over $1,500 on my computer. A christmas present. I'm paying on a Christmas present. What's worse? I never even get to see this money. It's never even given to me. For more than 30 hours of work, I get a slip of paper. That says what is deducted for city tax, what is taken out to pay towards college (not of my own choice), and what is taken out for my computer. A pretty fucked-up day. Oh, and I have a cunt-load of homework to do. A whole hell of a lot of it. I'm unhappy. I need to be sedated. Things aren't working out, like nothing is. I sometimes wish that I was a dog or cat. Then I wouldn't really have to do anything. No obligations, no chores, no job, nothing at all. The only thing that I would have to do, would be to eat, sleep, and run around in circles chasing my cute fluffy tail. I'm going to start saving my lunch money, and banking it. My way of getting back at the man. I'm also considering prostitution. It's an easy way to get cash, but I'd only get old guys and hunch-backed women for customers. As long as they pay well, I guess I could do it. If anyone has any money, thoughts, or concerns in general, leave a comment.

2006-01-26T19:25:00.000-05:00

Salutations everyone! Hope you are all doing well. Everyone having a good time tonight? Alright, good crowd. I have a dream, sort of. Next year is the year of opportunity for us now Juniors, and I plan to live it to the fullest. One of my ambitions, is to get a full JSA. By that, I mean a chapter containing more than 30 students. We'll start the first month of the year, no matter what. My only problem is, finding students interested in Government and Politics. So, if you are interested in anything remotely close to any of this, then come talk to me. Worst case scenario, you'll find out that it's something you don't like, no big whoop. Best case, you find that it's something you love, and it positively changes your life forever. The good far outweighs the bad, so come talk to me about it. Plus, you get to go on at least two trips a year! Both of which aren't too expensive. One to D.C., and then one to Columbus, possibly more if you join! So, do what you can, and spread the word. Only you can make JSA the coolest fucking organization ever! :)

2006-01-24T20:01:00.000-05:00

This blog is about societal matters, so listen up. Point 1, calling someone fat is not an insult. However this may seem untrue, I asure you, it isn't. It's sort of like calling a black person "dark skinned." Both in what it means, and how it should be interpreted. It is nothing more than an observation. It's much the same as me informing you that you're wearing socks. So, I would appreciate it if people could start calling fat-people something better. Perhaps insult something that isn't visable to everyone in the room, IE; Idiot. And lastly, Point 2. People who inform people of other embarrasing things. For example, people who won't tell you if your fly is unzipped. It's only awkward for 2 seconds, and then, it was a nice gesture. So, the next time you see someone you dislike, and they happen to be fat, let them know that they're fat on the inside too. And the next time you see someone's dick hanging, tell them.

2006-01-17T18:12:00.000-05:00

1-2 inches of snow is expected for tomorrow morning. That can be good or bad I guess, good for me. I absolutely love winter. I plan to move to possibly Colorado someday, just someplace where it snows a lot. Also, the roads should be well frozen as it is expected to dip below 30. I doubt we'll have a cancellation, but dare I say a delay is likely? All of my new classes suck dick. Let's go over them; A-block I have intro to business. On the very first day, I was able to determine that I know more about business than the woman teaching it. How fucking sad is that? I know I'll learn nothing from that class, but should be able to get an A nontheless. Next I have Pre-Calculus. Mr. Nixt seems like an "ok" teacher, but he talks loud. Perhaps he suffers from voice immodulation? I'll pretty much have to learn something in this class, and I should be able to pull off an A in this class as well. Next, I have English. I am going to fall asleep in that class so damn much, honestly, if I don't get 8 hours (which I never do) I'll be asleep before the second half. I'll get an A, but probably argue with the teacher a lot. I've been told by many sources that she marks off opinions different than her's. Almost done now, I have keyboarding. Why oh why oh why did they not have something more useful available? Me taking this class is like Trey taking Math 1. I may not be the most computer savvy person in the school, but i'm sure as hell up there. I probably should've just taken the study hall. No, then I wouldn't get my credit. Unfortunatly, two of my classes are filled with more than one person I can't stand. And somehow one person whom I would like to stab has ended up in two of my classes. Then there's band. Concert Band sure does suck some dick. The music always sucks, it's always boring, and I never ever learn anything new. I wish we had year-round marching band. I'd march in the snow.

2006-01-16T18:05:00.000-05:00

Hey there spidey fans! Hope everyone is doing well, I'm doing alright myself. And now comes the time of year where Robert works close to 40 hours a week. Wait a minute, thats illegal! No it isn't! I work for my dad, so, these laws apply not to me. I got a pay raise for this year, which is good. I'm now making $10 an hour, but, half of that goes towards my college savings account. Not by choice mind you, but I think i'll be thankful eventually. My exams turned out alright, D and A. You may be appauled by the D, but wether I got an A, B, C, or D my grade stays the same. Hey, I'm not going to do anything I don't have to. Some bad news though, I ended up getting a "B" in Chemistry for the second semester, which wouldn't be as bad, if I wasn't 1 point away from getting the A. Yeah, 1 lousy ass ramming point. Something like 571/625 is what I ended up with. It hurts, a lot. Which also means, I likely won't be taking Physics. I don't care if it seems childish, i'm not taking it. That short hairy woman will just have to stick her un-fun class up her butt. I also purchased Battle Field 2 for PC this weekend. A very good game, nice graphics, great gameplay, and the button scheme makes sense! I've also gained a very deep liking of Bowling for Soup, I'd classify them as one of my top 5 favorite bands. Unfortunately, they don't have too many (EASILY FINDABLE OR KNOWN) songs out :/ We also added a new member to Short Notice, but do to my own personal Privacy Policy, his name will not be released. If you have any comments about this blog, Short Notice, or me, please feel free to leave a comment. Have a nice day!

2006-01-05T21:04:00.000-05:00

Who is Bob, part II. Bob is a very angry person. Yes, it's true. I'm angry a lot. I'm not just spastically angry or anything, but a lot of things make me angry. Most of the things are people, and/or the things that they do. One example of my anger is driving. I cannot stand bad drivers. Why? Because you SHOULD have 50 hours with someone, and learn how to drive. Secondly, you have likely had to have taken a class on driving, a class on nothing but driving! And lastly, you had to take a fucking test! So, I swear, grit my teeth, and have increased blood pressure quite often while driving. And no, I don't have road rage, I have never had any incidents or accidents as a result of my anger, it's safe anger. One of the reasons I believe I am so angry, is because I have no real way of letting out my anger. I don't believe a blog does it, most of the time anyway, drumming doesn't really, playing videogames doesn't. I think if I were to regularly hit people though, I might feel much better. If you have any ways of expressing anger, and care to share them with me, please do so.

2006-01-03T18:50:00.000-05:00

Who is Bob, Part I. This is the first section of hopefully many sections. In each section, I will choose a trait of mine, or a skill, or a habit, and give some background about it. Sound fun? Alright then. For my first part, I'll share about my lack of concern for other people's opinions of me. First off, you're thinking, wow, this kid is original, and he uses a lot of comma's, anyways, you're likely thinking that this very first statement is a plea for attention. Not so, I managed to get along my first year of High School just fine without attention, admitidly I do enjoy attention, it isn't necessary. So, if you deem it necessary to ignore me for a short while after reading this, that's your choice. Now, having a lack of concern for other people's opinions is hardly ever a good thing, but is quite commonly a bad thing. First off, it is difficult to get anywhere in this world while completely ignoring everyone in it. Which brings me to my first exception, people whom I genuinely care for's opinions DO mean something to me. My thing is, that I feel no need to impress a complete stranger. I don't get the same sick satisfaction that quite a few do, from seeing that everyone likes me. Would it be nice if they did? Yeah. But I don't think I need to make any adjustment to myself to make things that way. Now, examples to prove my point. Keep in mind, I don't do these just for the result that you all see. First off, the music I listen to. Most of you probably know that I listen to Metal and Classic rock. Now, why would someone as mild as me do something like this? Because it is enjoyable to my mind and my ears. Few things get me going like a killer guitar riff, or a high-pitched voice yelling about the man putting him down with a dominating drum beat behind it. Secondly, my clothes. Now, some of you know that I wear the same shirts quite often. Once a week being quite often. If it's clean, why not wear it? I mean, come on. This falls under one of those things were people sometimes get taken aback by it, just because I enjoy wearing the same shirts. If you ever think one of my shirts is dirty, then come right up and sniff me. Being a larger person, I sweat more than others, so if the shirt is being re-used before it has been washed, you'll know. Side note (I don't just randomly sweat mind you, I do have five dogs to take care of, and other chores around the house.) Back to clothes. Have you ever seen me walking around in a "Name brand" shirt? No! I don't and likely never will, see brand names as a fashion statement. I wear T-shirts, and something nice over it. (Wearing two shirts is the best way to dress, allowing for you to make the most out of your outfit in diverse weather and possibly stain situations.) Alright, I think I got my point across. Now it's time for your input. What could be the negative aspects of this lifestyle choice? Go ahead and leave a comment. Don't be afraid, you can do it. Come on. Leave a comment. I know you can do it. I really do. Just type something constructive, and hit enter. There ya go! Nice work.

2006-01-01T23:21:00.000-05:00

Do you know what really grinds my gears? People under the age of 21 that drink regularly. First off, it shouldn't even be possible. I s'pose they have a "friend" or a hobo buy it for them. Secondly, don't people have a problem with building such a dangerous addiction before they're even a legal adult? Obviously not. Thirdly, people who can't fucking drive in the first place, drive while intoxicated. Yes, that's right my little viking friends, people our age, are drinking and driving. The people that "can't" drink, and for all intensive purposes cannot drive, do both at the same time. It's just mind boggling. These are the kind of people that I just wish would die. I wish they'd just drive off of a fucking bridge and burn to death. Another thing that gets me, people who pretend to be drunk. Yeah, people who type poorly, and pretend to be drunk. Drinking does not impair your typing. If you'd like me to prove it, give me $50, and a college student. God damn that pisses me off. It is not cool to drink alcohol. It just isn't. Now am I saying that I have never had alcohol? Nope. But in the safety of my own home, and under supervision of my parents. And before anyone of you comments negatively, no, my parents don't sit around and watch me get shit-faced. That's all for now, you fucking boozers.

2005-12-28T23:19:00.000-05:00

Christmas break is going nicely. I haven't really done anything, except play Everquest. I rented some movies for tonight. Not Another Teen Movie, is one of them. I think my favorite part is when they're singing the song about prom, and the chef guy turns around and says, "I just jerked off in your french toast!" That movie shows a lot of cleavage and breasts. But it's also funny, a great meeting of nudity and comedy. If there was a funny porno, it would likely be my favorite video. We're supposed to have band practice sometime this week, but someone won't set one up. (Hint hint) Hmm, Christmas was nice. Got my computer (a little early), a double bass pedal, a new ZXT cymbal set, and a gift card. The gift card was a bit hefty, in the monetary sense. I don't really have anything else to blog about, so, bye.

2005-12-23T12:21:00.000-05:00

How to stiff a supplier. I thought of this because I noticed that for some reason, we have a very very large amount of trash bags at our house, like new ones. We have at least a hundred. Alright, the way you stiff a supplier is to buy an enormous amount of any given product, and sell it really really low, bite some of the cost yourself, and continue to do this for a month. This would work best in a small town. The entire community would stock up on that product (assuming they are of average intelligence), thus not needing anymore for a long time. Now, your supplier will think that there is just a vast increase in demand, and as any smart business should do, would increase their supply of the product. Come the next month or fiscal quarter you, a smart store owner, would buy a very very small amount of this. Now forcing the supplier to show a large decrease in sales, and overall income. Assuming that this company isn't a multi-supplier (a false word I just made up that demonstrates that a company produces more than one product, IE: Sony), there will be cataclysmic damage done to this business. First off, assuming that it is a publicly traded company, stock holders. In today's skiddish market, an increase in sales doesn't draw a lot of stock purchases, but a large decrease sure does scare the hell out of people, and they'll sell before it gets any lower. Next, the company will be forced to raise prices, and piss of the consumer, now destroying any loyal customers they had. They'll see that the quality stayed the same, and the price went up, and will switch to a different brand. Not only is "your" supplier getting weaker, their opponents are getting stronger. Let's not forget that Darwin's survival of the fittest junk applies to everything, even business. This old supplier of yours will be gobbled up by the competition. Endo story. The moral of the story? Even the smallest dog can bite.

2005-12-22T14:28:00.000-05:00

2 things that bother me a lot. Number one; Why is your first birthday one year after you are born? Some might say, because it is the celebration of your birth day. To that I would say, "Then why the fuck would you call it a BIRTHDAY!" When you say birthday, you say, the day of birth. The first birthday, or day of birth, is when you're squeezed out of your mommy. I believe however, that this was changed because it was too damn difficult to say that you're one year old on your second birthday. Number two; Why am I considered a blood relative to my uncle? Well yeah, I know the answer. But I still don't think I should be. Because, I'm not a descendant of his, right? I mean, I'm a blood relative of my grandpa, and my dad, but I mean, because he is a blood relative of my grandpa, he's automatically one of mine? Balderdash, just balderdash. Umm, I got my Christmas shopping done, maybe. Christmas is almost here. I've given like $20 to Salvation Army so far, I feel pretty good about. That's all.

2005-12-15T10:35:00.000-05:00

Snow day bitcheez. I've got my computer hooked up to both of my monitors, sweet I know. I've been rethinking my interests, career wise. I'm definitely leaning towards business. I have knack for coming up with idea's, and I enjoy working with people. As long as I am in charge of them. I need to go in and reevaluate my schedule for next semester. This is boring, I have nothing to write. Blah de blah de blah. It is snowing, it is pretty. Everquest servers are down. So I have nothing to do. Umm, have a nice snow day.

2005-12-06T22:37:00.000-05:00

I enjoy watching Telemundo, the Spanish channel. Mostly for the scantily clad women and funny talking people, it's just full of giggles. I usually watch an hour or two of it a week. Yet, I know no Spanish from watching it, amazing. School is going kind of sucky. The speech we had to write for Speech and Debate was uber gay. I understand very little of what's going on in Trig, and well, my lab book is like, not close to being up to date for Chemistry. Ohio State plays Notre Dame in the fiesta bowl, yippe. Should be an awesome game. Our house is moving along, it's about a 70% chance that we WILL move in before Christmas now, which is super awesome. I'm starting to like someone whom I used to like. That can be taken as good or bad. The only problem is, I have like this thing about, if it's not going to last, why do it? Example for this situation; If this isn't the person you think you'll spend your life with, then why even bother? I don't know, I'd think it would be depressing to go through highschool without having a significant other. If for nothing more than social status. My new Alienware is supposed to be here on the 8th, yay! Last time I checked Fed-ex it had departed Orlando, FL at about 7:48a.m. Das ist alles fur mich (mir?), tchuss!

2005-12-03T23:05:00.000-05:00

A lot of comments on that last post, good work everyone. It must be nice to be in a relationship. They right soo many damn songs about it, it's impossible to get away from it. Everywhere you go, it's looking at you and throwing a stick. Until it finally hits you in the eye, and makes you go blind. Then, you just walk around and run into things. Until you trip and fall down, and die. The game on friday sucked, in my opinion. We hardly got to play and we really didn't play anything good. I doubt i'll go to too many more. Maybe one or two, to see if they get any better. I also had band practice this weekend. It was pretty fun. We got a decent amount of work done. Also, my computer is in stage 8. Which is exciting. It's going through quality control at the moment. Inspecting everything, fun fun. Nothing good happening with the house. Only about a 10% chance of them getting it done before Christmas now. That is a bummer. However, we are getting a new 50 inch plasma for the living room, when we do get it built. Should be awesome for when the PS3 comes out! Yeah! Woot! Uh huh! Short Notice Baby Yeah! I don't have anything relevant to blog about. The word blog is a lot of fun. You can replace naughty words with it. Would you mind if I blogged that? Pull that out of your blog! My blog is soo much bigger. Damn, how did that blog get there?

2005-11-29T19:06:00.000-05:00

Hey ev'rybody! (Hi Dr.Bob!) Well, things are alright. I kind of want to drink pop again. I mean, I haven't had any in like 3 months, and I don't feel any major change. I dunno, there's nothing else to drink anyway, unless I find some more gatorade. Which by the way, I have become addicted to as well. But it has less calories. I'm dependant on liquids. Mmm liquids. So, I'm getting a new computer for christmas. What kind you may ask? An Alienware Aurora 5500. 160 Gig hard drive, AMD 64bit 4000 processor, 1 gig RAM, and an x1800 Radeon card to top it off. Plus, a crap load of room for expansion. I guess I should do my bitch-ass homework. An interesting thought to leave you with, a quote I found. "Fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity."

2005-11-27T22:51:00.000-05:00

Things have been pretty poopy lately. Yeah, I said it, poopy. Solid B's will make up my report card, which is kind of depressing, actually no. I'll have an "A" in speech and debate. I think it'd be hard not to though. I didn't get into NHS, kind of a bummer, I won't lie about it. It was because of my lack of community service, I live in the cornhole of Ohio, it's not exactly easy to get anywhere. No one to blame except me on that one, so I'll suck it up, volunteer, and then apply next year. The thing that gets me about it, is the people who got in, and who are in. I thought it was one of those, can't buy your way into kind of things. Guess I was wrong. You know what I mean if you paid attention in either German or Biology. Ya know, those kids who not only didn't pay attention and cheated in that class, but while doing so prepared to cheat for another class? Almost sickening. Math and Chemistry are going decently, I know sort of what's going on anyways. Perhaps some comments would cheer me up. Person reading this, I wrote it, the least you can do is leave a comment you insensitive prick!

2005-11-20T22:01:00.000-05:00

A very nice weekend. First off, my brother got accepted to Bowling Green State University. So if you see him, congratulate him. I don't know wether or not he's planning to go there, but either way i'm proud of him. Secondly, Ohio State won. Although the officials were a JOKE, the buckeyes still came away with the W. The victory was pretty much thanks to Troy Smith. Our special teams stank it up, and their normally our most explosive attribute. I guess that proves that we're a good team, even without special teams. Thirdly, I saw the 4th Harry Potter. I thought it was pretty good, they cut out a couple things I didn't approve of and it was still 160 minutes or so. Unfortunately, I have a cold. Other than that, I'd say it was a fantastic weekend. Not looking forward to school this week, but hey, I only have 3 days.

2005-11-17T23:29:00.000-05:00

11:45ish right now, and i'm studying chemistry. I understand the material of which the quiz is over tomorrow, which is good. She seems to make things more confusing. I hadn't done my homework the past few days, but had been paying attention in class, and it made no sense to me. But now that I sit and read it by myself, it makes a lot of sense. I'm listening to some Modest Mouse and having some orange juice. I'm excited about saturday, OSU is favored by 4. You're probably thinking the same thing as me, "4 points?!?! What kind of shitty ass prediction is that?!!" Hey, I didn't make it. That's what whoever predicts them says. Things are doubtful as to whether or not we'll be able to move in this year or not. :/ I really wanted to. They have yet to dig the septic, and the ground is beginning to freeze. The longer those idiots wait, the further down it will freeze. The lab in chemistry was cool today. We got to use the burners, always a plus. Some group lit there KCl on fire, it was super. I'm playing set for a song the orchestra is doing for the christmas concert, "Joy to the world", the Mannheim Steamroller version. Kind of basic, but fast enough to keep it entertaining to the audience and performers. I've been having sleep issues lately, likely due to the fact that I binge homework. What does that mean? It means some nights i'll do none, and go to sleep really early. Or some nights i'll do a whole lot of it, and get only like 3 hours of sleep. No pop in over a month now. I'm pretty proud of myself. Now all I have to do is get the diet and exercise going. Blech. Exercise is doable, but diet. I mean. Man. If we weren't meant to eat a lot, why was food made so tasty? Who's cruel idea was that? Let's see, what else. The 2nd annual dodgeball tournament is coming up. Saturday December 10th. Haven't decided whether to be in it or not. Likely not, but I may go watch it. We've had some snowfall lately. That's super cool. Not enough to have any accumulation, but still, the flakes are beautiful. Bob Dylan's "How does it feel?", and excellent song. Makes ya think! Perhaps I should get some sleep now, yeah, that'd be cool. Anchors away!

2005-11-13T15:03:00.000-05:00

So, the weekend is pretty uneventful. Hung out with a couple friends Saturday night at Meijer. They don't like it when you throw things, so they asked us to leave. That's really all that happened with that. Ohio state beat Northwestern, 40 something to 7. We're pretty good. I'm not worried about that state up north. Been playing NCAA football a lot this weekend. I'm getting pretty good at it. I just drank a glass of orange juice, it was good. I have a fair amount of homework to do, I just don't want to do it. They're moving along quite well on our new house, we have a roof, windows, and doors. Still waiting for them to put the garage doors on. Christmas is coming around soon. Should be pretty cool, I like Christmas. I'm hearing a little Christmas music on the radio every now and then, which is good. Should be snowing sometime soon. I like snow. And I have a 4x4 vehicle! Yesss! That is about all, and for those of you concerned with my feelings, they haven't changed much on anything.

2005-11-12T19:46:00.000-05:00

I'm bored.

2005-11-01T22:11:00.000-05:00

So i'm not much liking our new Trigonometry teacher. First off, he called us stupid. If there is one thing I hate, it is being called stupid. It gets my goat. Secondly, who the fuck gives out 42 math problems and a quiz the next day? What kind of dick-faced nancy boy is this guy? Aside from that, I guess he's ok. I mean, he has a written up lesson plan of some sorts, which I like. I wish he had better notes to give, instead of just examples. Our old teacher gave good math notes, oh how I long for those wonderful notes. Everything is explained, and definitions are given, and examples are a supplement to the notes. How wonderful they were. I so don't want to do this math homework.

2005-10-31T21:15:00.000-05:00

I saw this in another blog, so I think I'll try it; Daymakers.
- A 2-hour delay.
- An assembly.
- A perfectly done half-time show.
- An OSU victory.
- Getting something new for my jeep, and putting it on myself.
- Seeing 2 or more friends happy for the same reason.
- People getting what they deserve.
- Completing anything i've put a significant amount of time into.
- Snow
- Knowing that someone whom I like, likes me.
- Any out of school activity with my friends from school.
- Playing my set, with my guitarist and bassist.
- Acting.
- Being in front of a large group of strangers.
- Cooking something that's edible.
- Seeing at least 200 smiles.
- Knowing that I made a difference in someone else's day.
- A Halo party.
- A warm, endearing hug from anyone.

2005-10-30T19:01:00.000-05:00

Appearantly people think that I care what they think. So much so that they write an afterthought to their blog about it. Me saying someone is an asslogger is a statement. A statement that no one is forced to read, or even know of for that matter. If you dislike anything printed here, then don't read it. If you feel the need to negatively comment on it, do the same. And finally, if you think that I am upset because of your opinion, 99% of the time, you're going to be wrong. Like if someone calls me fat, I don't care. If I was asked to describe myself, that's what I would say. Unless of course someone is using it in a negative way. In which case, their opinion doesn't matter to me, so go on ahead. Also, my dog died today. The one I typed of earlier. His name was Brutus, and he was a good dog. He taught me that dogs can wink and smile. He also always used to run out of his house to greet you when you pulled into the drive way. I miss him. I'm going to write a song, a tribute to him. You'll hear it someday.

2005-10-29T19:22:00.000-05:00

The Ohio State game was pretty awesome today, 45 to 31 if my memory serves me correctly. Before half time, Minnesota had tied things up, though never taking the lead themselves. I believe our offense finally got something going, and if we intened to win-out for the rest of the season, it'll be important to keep that going. Anyways, this day was generally bad. One of the puppies died, it had had some problems since birth, but none that seemed serious. The other ones are all doing fine, and should be opening their eyes by monday or tuesday. Also, our oldest dog Brutus, is really sick. He's already 9 years old, so his life expectancy is met, but he's still ill. He's not eating, or moving around very much. He had a good life, he was a good dog, so I suppose there is nothing sad about it. My jeep is also being a little bitch. That door has given me so many problems, i want to destroy it. I just dont know what to do about it, send me an I.M. if you care to know more about it. That's all for me.

2005-10-25T20:14:00.000-05:00

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2005-10-22T14:40:00.000-05:00

41 - 10 was the final score for the buckeyes against the hoosiers. Normally I would be happy about this, but I'm not. Why? Because the referees were fucking pathetic. They were horrible. Two clipping calls almost right next to eachother, yet, they couldn't find ANY video of it. It's like they just figured out what it was. Then, when there is clipping, on video, and you see the person pushed down from the backside, the ref throws the flag, but says that there is no penalty. Another one of there penalties cost us 6 points, teddy ginn had a 97 yard run on a kick-off return, but those blind retarded fuckers imagined a clipping penalty. Ohio state had at least 9 penalties called on them, 2 of which actually happened. Indiana also got some shit calls, so they were biased, and just fucking stupid. A reciever is should be counted as catching a ball, if it hits their foot, and they get it. It did not hit the ground. There was indi-fucking-sputable evidence that he got the ball. They're fucking dumb, all of them. Aside from this, I may going to a Halo party this weekend, which is ok, because I like Halo. Michigan state got their asses handed to them by Northwestern, just a side note so you know that they suck, and are little bitches.

2005-10-19T18:55:00.000-05:00

So yeah, uh huh, yeah, really? I got nothin'. I watched New Addition practice today, they were pretty good. I'd really like to play drums for one of the singing groups. But someone already is. I've been told by many many people that they aren't good, but the Music teacher is too nice to tell him that he sucks. The sound for the play is coming along rather nicely. Have all of the sound cues needed, they just need to be listened to. Umm, I'm listening to one tin soldier. It's like, deep. What else? Hmm. Oh yeah, I failed a chemistry test today. And a Math test the day before. Which sucks a lot, I had like, 91%'s in both of them. I got a new clock for my room. It's an atomic clock, meaning it has the most precise time. It's pretty cool. It also gives the temperature, I set it to celsius. That's all, no more.

2005-10-13T18:30:00.000-05:00

Yeah, things are ok. I'm pretty sure someone likes me, which is cool. I got the new Socom game, but I've lost my headset, which sucks. Anyways, I tried it out, it's pretty cool. Our house is getting built, pretty fast, which is cool. We have the walls, and house roof up. No garage roof up yet, but they're working. They also got the porch poured. It looks purty. I understand trig, pretty much, but I have no ambition. Like, a complete lack of care for that class. Tomorrow we're all supposed to dress up, to honor Mr. Jones. I guess I will, I just like dressing up. It makes people look nice. Unless they have their shirt crooked, or their tie messy, or something like that. I'm looking forward to friday night, band usually cheers me up. Well, friday nights do anyway. Also, looking forward to saturday, get to go to skull session with some of my band homies. We play Michigan State, so it should be a good game. I think that's all for tonight, toodles.

2005-10-12T18:19:00.000-05:00

So, I met our possibly new Trig teacher today. He didn't set a good impression. He was late first of all, and secondly, his shirt was not even, the center of it like, was near his pocket, and his tie was all messed up. It's not hard to dress nicely, but the effect is enormous. Today was a mediocre day. Things will definitely not be the same, I can feel a certain un-normal aura from the teachers. They are legally able to strike anytime, they put in their ten day notice more than ten days ago, I think. If not, it's close. I'm unsure how the school will work if we do have a strike. Or if it even will. Everyone thinks that this disorder will be cool, but i'm worried. Honestly, with the people we have in this school, any lapse in harshness could be fatal. First thing i'm going to do, is start a military. Get some smart people, make them generals, get some strong people, make then infantry. Then i'm going to take over the tech department. Then chemistry. By that point, i'll be able to take over any other area. I'm imagining hallways as somewhat of a no-man's-land type deal. Oh well, I guess i'll hit the balls as they come, and relax for now. Peace dawgz.

2005-10-11T20:49:00.000-05:00

Well, school is falling apart. Two teachers are out and out quitting, one already has, and a strike is able to happen any time after the tenth, the RVTA issued their 10 day notice. Math is going to be a joke the rest of the year. A joke that I will not learn in. I have no understanding of trigonometry, and I don't think i'll get one this year. I seem to always have a lot of homework. I haven't had a night where I can just goof off in well, forever. It bites. I think that's it. I'm sort of bummed. If anyone wants to teach me tri, please do.

2005-10-10T18:01:00.000-05:00

Hmm, this milk tastes spoiled. Yuck. Aaaaanywho, it's been a long while since I have updated, so I will. Lately I've been swamped with homework and projects and other things, there's just not enough time in the day for me. It's a bummer. Today was an alright (sucky) day. I got about 4 hours of sleep the night before, and was weak the entire day. I had to stay after to record stuff for the Fall Play, i'm not quite sure why I volunteered to do the sound, I mean, I don't even care for the director. I don't hate her, just don't care for her. Oh yeah, and I ran over a rabbit this morning, which kind of got things off on a bad start. I think, that I no longer like someone anymore. Not a prospective girlfriend, but a friend. He always takes me stuff, lies about it, and is just not cool. I'd like to not see him anymore. He doesn't have to die, but leaving would suffice. That's one of those things that I greatly dislike, taking other people's things. It's one thing to move it, or, knock it off of a table. But taking it, pisses me off. I hear some people are disliking the drill for Olympia. The drum section hasn't worked on it yet though. We did however, get quit a bit done on the drum feature for the song. It sounds ok I guess. I mean, we're playing it alright, but, it's just not jaw-dropping or anything. I think I may just do my homework and sleep tonight, I need the rest.

2005-09-24T14:32:00.000-05:00

Goooooooooooo Buckeyes! 6 - 31! Yeah! A nice way to kick-off the weekend. Unless you count Friday after school as a part of the weekend. In which case, it was pretty bad. For reason number one, the Elgin game sucked. The students and band members were just plain rude. Me and two other people were challenged to a fight, our band was made fun of, and someone's mom got in a fight with someone. That place was fucking miserable. Honestly, I don't feel the need to invite them to our school next year. Also, their band was Pathetic anyway. They had somewhere under 30 member, and their percussion section included 5 people. Also, things with someone have been getting worse. Everyone who keeps trying to help us, stop. You fucking suck. Now, she's pretty sure that I hate her. You are not helping, so don't try to. Infact, I will not even talk about her to you, so don't ask. I just thought I'd let you know, that you've made both of us very unhappy. I think that's it.

2005-09-21T18:48:00.000-05:00

Speech and debate. I'm not too sure anymore. When it started out, I liked it! Take notes, discuss stuff, then give a speech. But now, it's getting shitty. We waist a lot of class time. I mean, I took this class to learn, not to dick around. Also, for some 200 points or something, we have to do a speech practicum. And somehow, doing morning announcements, are equal to giving a speech at a major event. Are you as outraged as I am? Leave a comment.

2005-09-20T18:24:00.000-05:00

Well well well, you again. Nothing of interest happened today. Things seem to be going that way, slipping back into the boring trend. I started a new character on EQ2, thats about all. Hmm, I'll be accepting donations for my invisibility research on wednesday, the 21st of September. I guess that's all, see you later. But will you see me?

2005-09-19T16:58:00.000-05:00

I've never liked being told that I can't do something. Just today, a certain someone told me that I'll never become a millionaire in my life. Well watch me! I'll take it as a challenge, anything you are too small-minded to see me doing, go on, tell me. This world, my body, and the other people, are all just waiting to be changed. After all, I can get anyone to believe something with somewhat relative ease, I just have to get myself to first.

And now, for my theory of invisibility.

I = 3.00 * 10^8 < A

Quite simply, or not; All/any thing(s) moving at a rate of speed greater than (3.00 * 10^8) will be moving too quickly to reflect light rays. An entity moving at this rate, would then not be detected.
Now, moving this fast in anyone direction would be terribly difficult, and unlikely. My idea, is that a system (human or animal) would be taken back and forth at this rate. Thus, making it visually undetectable. Also, any entity going this fast, would also be in excess of the speed of sound, making it undetectable by hearing as well.

2005-09-16T22:04:00.000-05:00

A man once said, "after all, we are only human." I'd like to borrow your mind for a moment, and give you something to think about. The Homo Sapien. We are without a doubt, the most amazing thing on this planet. We, are not gifted with extraordinary strength, we do not have a superb sense of smell, nor are we furry. But we do have something, reason. We needn't be strong, we have hydraulics. We needn't amazing smelling abilities, we have other senses. We also don't need fur. Whatever you believe in, God or whomever, did not give us fur, because we have heaters. A dumb statement you're likely thinking. We are able to evolve everyday. Only in a different way. Some animals get smaller, some get bigger. We get smarter. Now, saying, "only human", does not do us justice. We are the shapers and shifters or earth. We have the ability to make eachother feel as if we were number 1, and the ability to make us desire nothing more than death. We have religion, ever seen a goat bow his head and pray?

Now, for my secondary, yet primary point. I myself, belong to this group of creatures. Everyday, something bad happens, and I continue on. I have been nothing but frowns a few days now, and it's over. Being so much evolved, "or developed for you bible thumpers", I am able to think to myself, "wow, life is shitty, this isnt even worth it." Now, I think. People of the same matter of me, have scaled mountains, have controlled entire countries, and have cured dieseases. We all have a great purpose in life, whether it is to meet and encourage the next Nobel Prize winner, or set off an atomic bomb. My purpose, isn't yet seen. I lack reasons to be happy, but I will be. I am after all, only human. Only able to move mountains, shape the earth, and stop an epidemic. I am only able to do as I please, and please as I do. I'm the man you will remember. I'm no god, no savior, but I am me. I am able to accomplish any goal. I am unstoppable. I am the vest between a bullet and a man. I am nature. I am time. Now, all our little problems seem so big. But a problem, isn't really a problem. Everything we overcome, every wrong we right, we prove we are that much more human. We prove, we are the dominant species. I won't throw in the towel, I will not stop the race, and I will never, put my fists down. As long as there is a breath in my body, and blood in my veins, I will not cease. As I said, I am only one man, but I am THE man. So you, reading this, be my blood and my air. Do whatever it is you do, and do as damn well as you can.

2005-09-13T17:53:00.000-05:00

Hello blog-readers! Everyone doing well I hope. I know I am. . . . sort of. Algebra 3 is making more sense to me, the whole parabola deal. Speech and debate is getting horribly annoying, it started out as my favorite class. It seems like almost all of our time in that class is wasted. I took that class to be a better speaker, not to learn why to stick to your thesis in an anecdote! Chemistry is going quite well, regardless of how I'm doing in it (and i'm doing well in it anyway), it provokes a lot of thought from me. What really interests me, is when philosphy ties into it. Aren't I exciting? The whole thing about atoms never technically touching, makes everything seem less relevant. Band is going decent. I seem to be the only person who can play this music correctly, which is good. At least it promotes my want of continuing on with percussion after highschool. I don't think going on a trip is reasonable, no one will be quiet. I don't know if you can blame them though, everyone has an off day, and no ones is ever on the same day as everyone elses. Now, to the part that one or two of you have been waiting for. . . . . how are things in the relationship world. To be frank, they are shitty. As it turns out, someone I like, likes me, but there are complications preventing things. And the other girl I like, now thinks that I'm sad. I'm just trying not to talk to them as much. Even if I do like her a lot, nothing will come of it. We're too different. Or, let me correct that, our societies are too different. Also, I feel almost uncomfortable around this person, like they're waiting to cut me down, so I shouldn't act as myself. If you know me well enough, you should know that I like acting as myself. So, in a way, I don't like this person. That kind of hurts. Not so much the fact that I don't like them anymore, but more the fact that I "did" like them, for quite a while. Enough of that crap, I'm too young to worry about love anyway, or like, or whatever you call it. Hmm, what else? They started digging on our new house, aimed to be finished by late November. I think that sums things up as of now. That's all bitches! I mean folks!

2005-09-11T13:06:00.000-05:00

Well, nothing much happening. Our highschool football team finally won a game. Unfortunately though, our Buckeyes lost. It was a decent game. Too many penalties though. We had more in the first quarter than we did at all in our first game. I won't spend too much time whining about it though. I was in finish line the other day, just walking around, and one of the employees there knew me. She said that she knew me from when I went to elementary school. I thought it was somewhat amazing that someone recognized me. We talked for a little bit, and then I left. Mostly because that store smells really nasty. Like, bad shoes. I guess that's everything of relevancy.

2005-09-05T17:32:00.000-05:00

Friends. For all of my friends, I'd like to say thanks. You're the people that make it worthwhile for me. The people who, at the end of the day, make it a good one. You're usually waiting every monday for me with a smile. Even if I pissed you off over the weekend. You don't expect presents or money from me, only for me to say hello to you. You entrust in me with you're biggest secrets and desires, and I to you mine. You help me make it through everything I have to go through. Some of you, are the reason i'm still in band. I march that drum not to play it, but to be around you. For others, you give me just enough to keep me from freaking out and savagely murdering people at school. You keep me calm, you give me strength, and will. You give me more than I could ask for, and I have nothing but myself to give back to you. All of you mean the world to me. Anything you need is there for you, and for things that aren't, i'm here to help. Sam, michael, nick, carly, trey, all of my bando's, my brother, and my other friends. You're my alpha to my omega, and everything I need.

2005-09-03T21:02:00.000-05:00

The decentralization of America is coming. By definition, decentralization is the process of large, urban industries, being broken down into smaller ones. Example, Wal-mart, being broken down into your local country market. Now, as you may be asking, why would you that this is going to happen? Number one: Transportation. Modern day transportation is simply amazing, unfortunantly, it is going to come to a halt. The price of the fuel that we use, is not going to go down, probably, the other way. Number two: Large Corporations. One of the U.S.A.'s largest corporations, Wal-Mart Stores, Inc., is showing tremendous revenue drops because of the rising gas prices. Wal-Mart Stores, Inc. is on of THE leading companies, for freight, "Semi-truck", transportation. This company is also designed on growth. A very faulty idea in the first place. These stores will continue to pop up in cities everywhere they can, after the profit-loss is too great, they will close stores that are not used as often, and lose that profit. The company will then no longer be able to buy products in such large quantities, as they will have no use, or ability to sell the items. Once they cease mass-buying from producers, the producers of these goods, will raise the rates, thus cutting wal-marts profits even more. Eventually killing the business. This company, along with many others, will not stay for too long. After the large corporations close down, people will revert to local markets and businesses. Number three: the strengthening of local communities. Small towns and villages will become closer together. This will likely be caused by several political factors, (one probably being the middle-east conflict), and the need to be independant.

As you may have noticed, all three of these tie together. Being unable to mass-transport products, will cause large corporations to shut down, and likely go bankrupt. With large businesses gone, communities will have to become independant. Lastly, with it becoming an increasing hastle, people will travel less. All of this is no more than a prediction, but it is a well thought-out prediction, by a man who's middle name is logic. Get close to your community, before our ends, we'll know them much much better.

2005-09-01T19:48:00.000-05:00

Hmm, what to blog about? Umm. Red hot chili peppers are good. The band, not the peppers. I don't really have anything much to say. Same old things going on. Just thought I'd let you know.

2005-08-31T19:17:00.000-05:00

Well, guess who was right about the price of gas. I was! Looks like close to a constant $3 a gallon. Now, to make you even more irretable while pumping it into your car. All you do, is just light it on fire, and then pump it out and make pollution. I mean, you should feel horrible for what you are doing to the environment. Now I bet your thinking, "Hey bitch, we've all got to go places, so quit giving me shit!" I suppose your right, but it is an extremely bad situation. Whoever created the internal-combustion engine, created a gift, and a curse. I mean, think of how important transportation is to our everyday lives. If we didn't have a form of transportation as good as this, (and this isn't very good), then none of you reading this, would know me. Horrifying isn't it? Imagine I did not exist, I am not here, nor will I ever be. Now, think of all of the pollution the earth has been plagued with, and how we have raped it's lands in search of oil. Now which is worse? Leave a comment and tell me.

2005-08-30T16:35:00.000-05:00

Katrina is a bitch! Yes, the hurricane, or tropical storm, or whatever it is. This storm sure did cause a lot of damage. I haven't heard any exact numbers for casualties, but I did hear of some. CNN also reported some (yes more) bad news about gasoline prices. Reportedly, 92% of Gulf Coast oil producers had to stop all production. Using some numbers from CNN, and some handy math work, (alright so it's almost all CNN's work), I figured that some 3 billion barrels, or maybe gallons, i can't remember of oil, were prevented from being pumped do to Katrina. Either way, that means gas prices are going up, once again. Fill 'em up while you still can bitches! I'm wondering when the auto manufacturers will get the idea that a hybrid won't cut it. You can't halt research because one thing looks like a pretty solution. This shit, (fossil fuels), won't last forever! ! ! What about a source of natural energy? A hopped up form of solar energy? Using gravity? Might as well, it's here wether or not we do. Just some thoughts for your thinker.

2005-08-29T20:05:00.000-05:00

So yeah, I have a date for homecoming. This person, is a real puzzle. Just to let everybody know, I am a jealous man. If you are a girl, and my friend, I do not like it when you are around guys. I'm just like that. It's not that I am jealous of the attention they're getting, it's that they are a bad person, and you should stay away.
Anyways, back to the story. I saw my homecoming date getting all snuggly with another guy, yes, we're going as friends, but revert to the first paragraph. So I was like, you know what, if you like him so much go with him. And then I was walking around the band room, trying to find another homecoming date, (early yes I know), and then, I find someone. Now, these two people aren't on good terms anyway, (they both think the other one is a whore), and then one tries to talk to me privatly, and the other one won't leave us alone, so there's like, a bitch fight goin' down. Then, after we get to talk in private, someone tells me that a teacher needs to talk to me. This teacher is all mad because I said something about a whore, and something else about marijuana.
As it ends up, I am going with who I originally planned to, but I don't know if the other girl involved knows that, I should probably tell her.
Also, if anyone has dinner plans before homecoming set up, invite me! Or mention it to me, and say, "Ha ha, you can't go!", if you're a mean bitch.

2005-08-27T13:04:00.000-05:00

Things are inexplicably becoming better. I'm still single, i'm ill, and the homework load has increased, yet, i'm not sad or upset. I'm actually, kind of happy. Another bad thing, I think my friends aren't really friends, yeah, it's paranoia i know. It just seems like, they have someone else they'd rather talk to. But i'm still not sad, and I don't know why. Things are getting back to normal with the person who made up and excuse to not go out with me, which is good in some ways, bad in others. With things being back to normal, I remember why I like her, which would be the bad. Aside from my relationship troubles, a few things may have improved. The band was great from what I've heard and could see, which is awesome. And I'm understanding a little bit more of Algebra 3, still not a lot mind you, but some. For speech and debate, I picked a poem to read entitled, "Do not go gentle into the good night." One of the lines that sticks with me is, "Rage, rage against the dying of the light." My light hasn't gotten any brighter, but i don't see myself halting the fighting anytime soon.

2005-08-25T22:04:00.000-05:00

If these are the best days of our lives, then I give up. It's starting to seem like, everyday, my life is getting worse. I wake up everyday, seeing it as a new one. This morning, my parents get in an arguement, I get yelled at, I tell myself it's not my problem, get in my Jeep, and drive. I get to school, I'm starting to feel ill, possibly allergies, I don't know, (stuffy nose, sore throat, fever) all of that fun stuff, anyways, I keep a smile on my face, head to class chipper as ever. I s'pose things go alright for then. Then we had pictures, and i'm quite positive mine look bad, I was distracted. Then at math, I understand none of it, which isn't good for someone interested in engineering. Lunch, was alright, although this one gay kid keeps waving and smiling at me. Chemistry was ok, I learned how to measure! Studyhall was iffy, i'm now an office helper, which is alright I guess. Then band, which was ok, but unfortunately, I saw that person there. The person who has clouded my previous two blogs. The official answer is "no", incase you didn't know. Well, that's two years of thought down the proverbial shitter. A good rule of thumb, if you can't do it in a reasonable amount of time, don't do it. I think i'd be happier if I hadn't have brought it up. Now, my opinion of all women is somewhat lowered. All of them are caniving bitches just waiting to emotionally attack you and make you feel stupid and worthless. I'm looking for something to keep me cheery, or at least not sad, but it's getting hard to do. Not going to take the drug route, only leads to more problems. I don't think a radical social class change would help at all, probably just confuse me, and I'd have to remember more names. Umm. . . . . . . . . . I haven't had any time to play videogames, but they're getting generally boring. I have close to uhh, wow, I completely forgot what I was going to type. I can't even say, "at least I have my health." Well, technically I could say it, but it wouldn't mean anything. A lot of things don't mean anything anymore. *sigh* I wonder what Aerostatle, or Plato would do in my situation. What a boring thought. Even my thoughts are boring. I guess for now I can say, "at least I have my sanity," and yeah, I still do. It'll take more than 16 years of unfortunancy to break my will. Come on world, show me what you've got!

2005-08-23T20:09:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I did it, I asked her on a date. My answer was dissapointing, but not a "no." From my previous post, you may remember me saying that one of my least favorite answers is, "we're too good of friends", well, I don't know if, "I'll think about it" is better or worse. That's what I was told, and I'm going to go ahead and register that as a NO. And now, I think i'm searching for a new woman. I don't know where to start, so suggestions are accepted. Anyways, thought i'd update you. Peace.

2005-08-22T20:07:00.000-05:00

Well, the first day of school has come and gone, and I can't say I'm a better person for it. This year is probably going to turn out like the others, boring, and uneducating. I usually just end up learning more about people, ie: So and so is a crackwhore. Well, I have math and science classes to look forward to, yeah right, they may challenge me, but I never feel more intelligent after leaving class. And now for Robert's All-star Teacher review! ! !
Mr. Hering: Well, i've had this crazy cat before. Aside from his support of the smoking-ban, I'd say that he is a well-rounded teacher. He keeps a touch of fun in his class, a dash of free-expression, and a pinch of learning, a good ingredient for future reference.
Mr. Lyon: This guy seems kind of hard to label. I don't know if he's a fun guy, or just tough and sarcastic. Funny how those two are similar. I think he is the type of teacher I could ask for help if needed, but I'm also giving him the old teacher advantage. The advantage being, he's taught for a long time, he knows how to teach, so he should explain it very well the first time.
Mrs. Z.: Hmm, I don't know. She seems like she was the geeky type in Highschool, but people have said the same of me. I think this class will be sort of enjoyable, but only because I enjoy science, and chemicals.
I believe those are all of my teachers for this semester, if this was highly enjoyable to you, wait 18 weeks, and I shall have another one for you. Until then, take it easy, and if it's too easy, tale it again.

2005-08-20T22:01:00.000-05:00

"Meow"
"Damn it kitty, get off my motorcycle!"
(Revs engine) "Meow"
"Get off the damn cycle!"
"Meeeeeeeow"
(Shotgun goes off) "That'll teach you ya damn cat!"

(Monkey hops on motorcycle)
"Ooo oo ah ah!"
"Awe come on, damn it monkey, get off!"
(Monkey screams and throws shit) "Ooo ooo!"
"You damn monkey!" (Throws boot at monkey)
*Thud*
"Yeah, take that you fucking monkey!"

(Lepruchaun crawls onto motorcycle)
"Awe shit, get off of the motorcycle you little green thing!"
"Oh tee he, ha ha!"
(Pulls out 12 guage and blows leprechaun away)
"Fucking Irish"